You Matter

 

For the last week my sister Nicole and I have been driving around the lower part of the UK. We’ve been down to the Southwest of England and up to the top of Wales to the mountains of Snowdonia, and over to the East Midlands where I am staying until October. During these drives, the scenery, the people, the spontaneous ‘squirrel’ moments that we share… there is a common bond. We both enjoy life as much as we can. I’ve noticed these aspects in her and it has helped me feel like I am on the right track, that I’m really not a bad person and that I do have something to contribute to this world,

I have been cruel to myself for so many years that it is sometimes hard to pull myself out of this emotional gutter. As soon as anything goes wrong in my life I ask myself what I’ve done wrong? I’ve worked hard throughout the years to conquer this feeling by balancing it, by helping others whenever and however I can. As a writer, a singer, I do my best to bring out words that will help others think, that will make others feel like they matter.

The thoughts of ‘I don’t matter’ have been painstakingly replaced with ‘I do matter’. I say painstakingly because when you grow up in an environment of believing that you aren’t good enough, trying to turn that around seems like you are being selfish. Even though I don’t go down this deep dark hole that I used to go down, I do still feel that stabbing pain, as dull as it might feel now, it is still there.

Like attracts Like.

It’s imperative for us to look at our relationships. They are mirrors of ourselves. If we expect that somebody is going to take us away from all of our buried bullshit, think again. There is an old saying that I repeat to myself over and over again when encountering new relationships, or people in my life… You cannot attract what you are not.

Whatever vibration that we hold within ourselves is what will come into our lives. If we have a spiteful, hateful, and cruel vibration then that same vibration will enter our lives. [go to my webpage davidreedwatson.com to read the full transcript]

Peace!

Wheel of Fortune

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Today’s card is the Wheel of Fortune. They say that life is cyclical, not linear. We aren’t just born, live, then die. There is so much more to a life than just that. So why do we live this way? We know that the Moon revolves around the Earth, and the Earth around the Sun. We know that trees bloom in the spring and then die in the fall. We see this all around us and yet think we are separate from it all.

If we learn to ease into life just as nature does, if we stop struggling and start going with the flow, trusting that no matter what our lives will be ok, then that is when the magic begins. Recognizing that when you have a down period there will inevitably be an up.

When we live with linear thought we can’t conceive that life will eventually be good after a bad period in our lives. We struggle and struggle to be happy, to conform to the rat race, pretend that everything is ok so that when we reach the end of the line we will have people who care about us, near us.

Believe me… I get it.

As of today I have 11 days left here in England before I head back to the US. Head back to what? I don’t know. I don’t know where I am going to live, what I’m going to do about work, how I’m going to get around besides my bicycle and motorcycle. There are a million and one questions bouncing around my head right now. But you know what? I KNOW something good is going to happen. I TRUST that the universe will provide for me. I ALLOW it all to flow around me.

Just Breathe. Just Know. Just Trust. Just Allow.

Peace!
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Nine of Swords

For the last week my sister Nicole and I have been driving around the lower part of the UK. We’ve been down to the Southwest of England and up to the top of Wales to the mountains of Snowdonia, and over to the East Midlands where I am staying until October. During these drives, the scenery, the people, the spontaneous ‘squirrel’ moments that we share… there is a common bond. We both enjoy life as much as we can. I’ve noticed these aspects in her and it has helped me feel like I am on the right track, that I’m really not a bad person and that I do have something to contribute to this world,

I have been cruel to myself for so many years that it is sometimes hard to pull myself out of this emotional gutter. As soon as anything goes wrong in my life I ask myself what I’ve done wrong? I’ve worked hard throughout the years to conquer this feeling by balancing it, by helping others whenever and however I can. As a writer, a singer, I do my best to bring out words that will help others think, that will make others feel like they matter.

The thoughts of ‘I don’t matter’ have been painstakingly replaced with ‘I do matter’. I say painstakingly because when you grow up in an environment of believing that you aren’t good enough, trying to turn that around seems like you are being selfish. Even though I don’t go down this deep dark hole that I used to go down, I do still feel that stabbing pain, as dull as it might feel now, it is still there.

Like attracts Like.

It’s imperative for us to look at our relationships. They are mirrors of ourselves. If we expect that somebody is going to take us away from all of our buried bullshit, think again. There is an old saying that I repeat to myself over and over again when encountering new relationships, or people in my life…

You cannot attract what you are not.

Whatever vibration that we hold within ourselves is what will come into our lives. If we have a spiteful, hateful, and cruel vibration then that same vibration will enter our lives. We have many different kind of relationships; friends, lovers, business partners, co-workers, family… all of which are different. Start gravitating towards the relationships that make you feel like you are on the right path. That is a good start.

Peace!

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Princess of Cups

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Today’s card is the Princess of Cups.

The dreamer!

There is something to be said about being spontaneous. You’re usually not thinking, you are just acting. It’s a realm I live in as much as I can. The romantic in me sees each new adventure as something magical, and because I have this child-like wonderment built into me there isn’t a whole lot that really bothers me… usually when something does bother me it is pretty short lived.

What I am learning to do is take these dreams inside of me and really feel them, I’m doing my best not to brush them off as pipe-dreams or silly childish aloofness. By feeling these feelings I am manifesting them into reality. Meditation helps this. I do this best when on a bicycle, or hiking. My heart is beating, my breath is heavy, but I’m smiling and manifesting my dreams into reality.

There are people in our life that will tell us this is a ridiculous way to live. That our aloofness will get nothing really done in society. I’m learning this to be a false idea. Believe me, I’ve played the roll of ‘responsible’ and it has only made me miserable.

Does this mean to fuck off and shirk whatever responsibilities you might have in the ‘real world’? No, not at all. It’s saying just not to ‘adult’ all the time. Find that inner child and make sure you nurture it with love and kindness. You will have a much fuller life, you will be happy, the people around you will be happy, it will be a win-win for everybody.

Today, make some free-time in your ‘adulting’ and let your imagination roam. Feel it. Cry if you need to. Even if it’s only for a 5min break in your work day. No need to tell anybody about it, just do it.

Peace!

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Three of Disks

 

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Today’s card comes as no surprise. Work.

Yesterday while spending time with my sister we went to Stonehenge and then last night stayed in a little town called ‘Avebury’. The last time I was here was with my Ex and her Mom. As it would be, my Ex had deleted me off of Facebook either that morning or the day before. It totally triggered me even though it was something as silly as that.
A friend of mine told me that I need to do the work. I needed to delve deeper into my spiritual practice. She was right in a way, I had been traipsing around it. I guess I was just expecting a bit more empathy for my pitiful feelings at the time. Ha!

A Spiritual Practice is just that… Practice.

There are times that our ego gets bruised and we go into a pity party with ourselves searching for our ‘blanky’ for comfort. And that is ok, but then it’s back to the work.
Having these moments does not mean that you are going backwards, that you haven’t learned anything. It just means that there is more to learn.
There is always more to learn.

But… if you find yourself ALWAYS in this pity party land then it’s time to find out why? Have you really done the work or is it just a facade to make you feel and look good? That’s a tough question to ask and I only ask it because I ask it of myself as well. It keeps me in check.

Do the work.

Peace!

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Knight of Swords

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Speak only if it improves upon the Silence – Mahatma Gandhi

As spiritual beings we are always seeking further enlightenment. We take in a lot of information and make sure that we don’t get too invested in one idea or another. Being open to new concepts and ideas is imperative to growth.

Where a lot of us fall short is when we find an idea that works we don’t trust our own instincts, thinking that someone else has a better idea than you. It’s ok to be the student but at some point we also have to be the teacher. If we are not then people are going to start walking away. They are going to tire of your obsessive questioning of everything and of yourself.

This is telling us to trust what we have learned and to use these tools AND at the same time, stay open and fluid to know ideas and concepts.

Here is something that I’m learning the I Hope might help you as well. I have a tendency to talk everything through as I’m developing an idea or concept. Not all that listen are going to understand this. They might become afraid that you’re a scatterbrain or that you don’t trust your own self and they are going to naturally give you advice or run like hell. It’s ok to be inquisitive. It’s ok to be unsure. But make sure you are doing it with people that are aware that they are in the confines of this developmental debate.

What I’m saying is this… as Gandhi mentioned above. Give an idea time to develop inside of your head before blabbing it all over the world, and once you’ve developed it be confident in what you say.

Peace!

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Queen of Cups

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Did you see the full moon last night? I woke at 3am and saw it light up my hotel room. Vibrant and bright.

Today’s card is the Queen of Cups. Reflection!

If you are an empath you find yourself taking on other peoples emotions that is why it is imperative to have enough alone time so that you can tap into your own emotions. When you don’t have adequate alone time you end up being an emotional wreck because you can’t distinguish your own emotions to those that you pick up throughout the day.

I thought being an empath was complete rubbish until somebody pointed it out to me. I had just finished two back to back Reiki sessions but I felt completely and utterly depressed. My then GF asked me, ‘Who were you working on today?’ That’s when it dawned on me that one of the two people I had been working on had just had a family member die. That’s when it dawned on me that this wasn’t me, that empathic abilities are real.

I believe that all of us have this ability in one degree or another unless you’re a narcissist or a sociopath. Have you ever noticed that when you hang around a certain type of person for a good amount of time that you end up acting like them? Or at least feeling like them?
Today is a good day to reflect. Spend some time alone and start digging in to your true emotions. Start really analyzing if this is you or something you’ve picked up. What are your true emotions? Who are you?

Peace!

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