Poison Years

Welcome to Saturday, December 16th which is an 11 in Numerology.

Today’s card in the Judgement card and combined with the 11 this is an extremely powerful day for each and every one of us. The 11 is the Master Number of illumination and enlightenment.

The universe has an amazing way of letting us know about these things. I wasn’t sure how I would elaborate on Judgement, so using myself today is appropriate.

Today I almost killed my dog, Eyeballs. Literally. I fed him a grape and we had to take him to the vet. I immediately went into beat-up mode. “How could I do something so stupid? I always do the stupidest things. I’m such an idiot.”

STOP!

Bam! It hit me what I was doing. I was judging myself for a simple mistake. You see… we have two different personalities when it comes to judgement. Some of us turn into the narcissist and blame everyone around us, and the other (me), which is obvious by my behavior, blame ourselves. We are our biggest critics. Most writers I know are this way, so it wasn’t hard for me to find a song about self-loathing. It was actually scary how easy it was to pull out of my archive.

Regardless of which type you are, today is the day to stop. These are all patterns, old behaviors, that have no constructive purpose in our future. Recognize your behaviors before universe slaps you in the face, like it did me today.

Today’s song is; Poison Years by Bob Mould.

“And every time you knock me down it’s all that I can do to get up off the ground. Pull myself apart again.”

 

Gvyalielitsehi!
(Pronounced ‘Guy – Ali – Eh – LEE – Shay – He’)
(Cherokee for ‘I appreciate you’)
David

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