Welcome to Wednesday, April 4th which is a 1 in Numerology.
Today’s card is the Emperor. He stands for Law and Order. He is the abstraction of establishment, it’s stability and security. Combined with the energy of the 1; Justice for all, Leadership, Independence and New Beginnings. Today is a day to be firm in your conviction. You know deep in your heart what you want, so stand up for yourself.
Years ago I was in a relationship that I just did what I was told. I became the Housewife, in sorts. It was an emasculating role and a role I seem to fall into over time, a habit. It’s not the fault of my partners, but a fault in myself. There’s a belief system in there that I am not good enough. I can’t get out of my head what my father said to me when I was ending one of these relationships, “Davey… you and I need women like this in our lives.” It was a gift from the Angels to hear this because it planted a seed. I had to hear that to remind myself that I do not ‘need’ anybody. To ‘need’ someone says that we can’t do it ourselves.
I know that I’m not the only one that falls into this trap that we create. No matter what we do, or how successful we become we still feel that we aren’t good enough. It’s not fair to our partners nor to ourselves. So how do we change it?
The best way I know is to surround yourself with a community that supports you, but even still that doesn’t seem to help at times so it might mean taking drastic measures. I know for myself I have been called to do Ayahuasca. I believe this is a journey I must take to get rid of the old demons. It’s a plant medicine that has been calling me for a few years now. I know that this medicine will get me out of these limiting beliefs.
I am good enough. I’ve proven it time after time. And I know you have to. But are you willing to make a stand for yourself and do the work? It will take focus and responsibility. It will take holding yourself accountable at all costs.
Today’s song is ‘In the Waiting Line’ by Zero 7.
“Do you believe in what you see? There doesn’t seem to be anybody else who agrees with me.”
Gvyalielitsehi!
(Pronounced ‘Guy – Ali – Eh – LEE – Shay – He’)
(Cherokee for ‘I appreciate you’)
David
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